about
Risk factors:
*History of alcohol and substance abuse
*Feelings of hopelessness
*Impulsive or aggressive tendencies
*Loss (relational, social, work, or financial)
*Easy access to lethal methods
*Isolation, a feeling of being cut off from other people
The above risk factors describe a number of my friends & family.. Even myself at times. Suicide has been a taboo in my upbringing, even talking about it would get my elders moving to silence the energy. I believe suicide can be a beautiful thing, especially when we are putting to rest an old, outdated version (thoughts, habits, beliefs) of ourselves to make room for a better YOU to serve your purpose. This song is meant for you to sing about your struggle, to dance away the shame of pain and embrace the scars that now shape the greater being inside you.
lyrics
Baby you can't change my mind..
It's you love that get's me high..
And I know this for certain.. yeah.. yeah
Suicide, suicide
Shit been on my mind, like all the time
So let me slide, I’m comin' thru with all the crew
And all the brew and all the tree and all the tunes
We all got problems that we all wanna fix but I wanna sip this cup
I’m on a mission, Divine intervention but I wanna twist this up
Tired of living check 2 check, depressed & stressed
Giving all I got feeling less and less
Charles McDowell I’m flexin' necks, got the devil on my shoulder trynna stop my glo'
Trouble will follow wherever I go
It’s hard keep pushin' when u run outta hope
Can’t count all the times I’ve fallen this place or how much more pain I’m willing take
Like terrible doctors I’m losing patience, maybe I’m trippin', need a vacation (too many problems)
Baby you can't change my mind
It's your love that gets me high
And I know this for certain
I can't help it if..
Suicide, Suicide
Shit been on my mind, like all the time
So let me slide, I’m comin' thru with all the crew
And all the brew and all the tree and all the tunes
Treat dimes like Nike's on a check list
Breaking hearts do it 2 the next chick
Can’t blame y’all cuz I’m reckless
No bars, you ain’t get the message
SOS, need an exit
Fighting my fears & I’m restless
Putting in overtime I’m underrated (ouuu)
The sky’s falling skating on the moon
Swear every other one I roll
Get me higher than a Giraffe's nose
Me & Mary Jane got a thang
D Wade with the flame- D wade with the flame
Maybe it’s the way I cope, when I wanna get away I smoke
But I’m losing family losing friends
Wanna leave the House of pain I’m movin in (but the devil like)
He says trouble will follow wherever I go
It’s hard keep pushin' when u run outta hope
Can’t count all the times I’ve fallen this place or how much more pain I’m willing take
Like terrible doctors I’m losing patience, maybe I’m trippin', need a vacation (too many problems)
Baby you can't change my mind
It's your love that gets me high
And I know this for certain
I can't help it if..
Suicide, Suicide
Shit been on my mind, like all the time
So let me slide, I’m comin' thru with all the crew
And all the brew and all the tree and all the tunes
credits
from
META,
released May 31, 2019
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